Following the release of 4:44, Jay-Z continues to share intimate details of the marital turbulence he and Beyoncé have weathered. In a video titled “Footnotes for 4:44,” he, along with many other men of color, discuss toxic masculinity and its reverberations.
Jay-Z seems to be establishing a pattern of producing filmic epilogues to singles from the new album. After “The Story of O.J.” came “Footnotes for the Story of O.J.” Now Tidal users have an addendum to the title track, featuring Chris Rock, Will Smith, Kendrick Lamar, Chris Paul, Jesse Williams, Aziz Ansari, Mahershala Ali, Lil Rel, Meek Mill, as well as others. And while Jay-Z doesn’t delve into the specifics of their troubles, he offers an evocative metaphor:
“‘This is my real life. I just ran into this place, and we built this big, beautiful mansion of a relationship that wasn’t totally built on the 100 percent truth, and it starts cracking. Things start happening that the public can see,’ he says. ‘Then we had to get to a point of ‘Okay, tear this down and let’s start from the beginning’…It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever done.’”
The rapper moreover alludes to the extent of his desperation—when, during a vacation, he begged Beyoncé not to leave him.
“What is happening to my body right now? Did I just say…‘Don’t leave’? All this is new for me,” Jay-Z reflects.
The fight to preserve his marriage was, he suggests, more formidable than coming of age in Marcy Projects and escaping gunfire. And it seems that part of the effort involved keeping Beyoncé in the loop early in the process of recording 4:44.