Amherst Sweeps Sexual Assault Allegations Under the Rug
LatestA former Amherst College student’s account of being raped on campus — and the administration’s contemptible response — is going viral on college campuses around the nation, so much so that the Amherst Student newspaper’s website shut down for hours thanks to pageviews late last night. Some students at the elite liberal arts college say it’s about time the public realizes Amherst is more concerned with keeping up appearances than clamping down on rape culture.
“Some nights I can still hear the sounds of his roommates on the other side of the door, unknowingly talking and joking as I was held down,” wrote Angie Epifano, a former member of the Amherst class of 2014, in the Amherst Student article that’s being circulated via social media and college listservs across the country. “I had always fancied myself a strong, no-nonsense woman…May 25th [2011] temporarily shattered that self-image and left me feeling like the broken victim that I had never wanted to be.”
Epifano didn’t report the rape — which she alleges was by an acquaintance, in a dormitory — until after the following February, when she had to work with her rapist on a fundraising project and couldn’t deal with his smirks, winks, and pats on the back. She tried to seek help from Amherst’s sexual assault counselor, which didn’t go so well:
In short I was told: No you can’t change dorms, there are too many students right now. Pressing charges would be useless, he’s about to graduate, there’s not much we can do. Are you SURE it was rape? It might have just been a bad hookup…You should forgive and forget.
How are you supposed to forget the worst night of your life?
I didn’t know what to do any more. For four months I continued wondering around campus, distancing from my friends, and going to counseling center. I was continuously told that I had to forgive him, that I was crazy for being scared on campus, and that there was nothing that could be done. They told me: We can report your rape as a statistic, you know for records, but I don’t recommend that you go through a disciplinary hearing. It would be you, a faculty advisor of your choice, him, and a faculty advisor of his choice in a room where you would be trying to prove that he raped you. You have no physical evidence, it wouldn’t get you very far to do this.
Epifano’s 5,000 word piece details her consequent breakdown: she claims the school abruptly decided to admit her into a psychiatric ward after she made suicidal comments spurred by the despair she felt when her allegations were repeatedly ignored. Once inside, Epifano resolved to stop feeling ashamed by her rape. She returned to Amherst, experienced the same unsympathetic treatment from the administration, and ultimately decided to transfer. Her rapist graduated, with honors.
“The fact that such a prestigious institution could have such a noxious interior fills me with intense remorse mixed with sour distaste,” she wrote. “I am sickened by the Administration’s attempts to cover up survivors’ stories, cook their books to discount rapes, pretend that withdrawals never occur, quell attempts at change, and sweep sexual assaults under a rug…Why can’t we know what is really happening on campus? Why should we be quiet about sexual assault?”
Epifano’s story is harrowing on its own, but it’s not the only one coming out of the woodwork thanks to recent controversy over an offensive fraternity t-shirt and a subsequent campus-wide meeting regarding the administration’s sexual misconduct policy and issues of “sexual respect” on campus.
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